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- The Desire To Be Loved.
Lately, it’s been pondering on my mind how it feels to be loved. Not the “oh! i’ve got a family who loves me” or, the “I’m loved at home” kind of being “loved”. Cause’ understably, we all ought to have been loved at home and, have shared a close relationship with each of our relatives.
The type of being “desired to be loved” resides in the part where you feel close connection with a complete new person who’s not entirely family related to you but, could be someone who met at the cafeteria, at a sport centre, at a club, or at a random place and, immediately, you feel a sense of connection with that person.
The connection doesn’t teleport itself, of course but, happens as a result of close eye contact; one so intense that, either of you wants to withdraw from staring at each other. And, the type of being loved that resides in, getting to be cared for and, understood by another person. Someone who finds your plight not as a form of disturbance but, as a form of wanting a shoulder to lie on and getting the weight off yourself.
The type where your voice gets too eager to hear of than seen as a noise by the latter; the type of being desired to be loved by someone who finds and projects the right energy to you and, least see you as the wrong person in their life.
The type of being “desired to be loved” that resides in constant communication where your feelings gets to be heard, your opinions gets a chance to be openly expressed rather than suppressed; the type of love that, there’s instant understanding of your needs/wants and, a shared perceived feeling whenever something dosen’t feel right with you.
The type that wants to know your favourite love language, your perks and peefs, and your desires and dreams; the type where you both go for a walk, not to be lost without one another but, to be lost in each other world and, close feelings to be feel known rather than alone.
A type with someone whom you can call “home” rather than, a wilderness where fears echoes; the type where loneliness feels foreign and, each moment feel the need to be relive again. The desired feeling to want each other and, rather push each other away, you feel drawn to them.
The one that gets to fill with butterflies in your belle at the sight of them and, the type where you feel “My prayers did get answered.” The constant one that, gets you on your bed rethinking how your day went with them and, how it would have gone without them. The type where you reread the previous texts, the two weeks texts and, keep you at the edge dreaming of them.
The “desired to be loved”, where your presence feels so calming than, perceived chaos by the latter. The kind that feels like no other kind.
Cupid.
- a tiny community fix.
How would you improve your community?
Hi! I know it’s been a month since I last wrote here and, honestly that was so abrupt as, I never sent a notice before going on a long hiatus. I know how probably y’all, my readers wouldn’t have expected me to just go into thin air with no notice or updates that, I wanted to go on a break.
Well, the long hiatus is all over and, I’m back to writing to/for y’all once again. With a promise that, as always I will pour my heart into my writings and, share how and whatever way life has been treating me. Plus, my various perspectives on life experiences. Once again/always, I love y’all.
Y’all are my little community. My little family. My lovely companions. Every shared writing piece I put on here are my little ways of putting in place how much I love y’all and, what amount of space y’all do hold my heart. A space to contain an entire planet. Exaggeration much ? Yes! That’s how entirely I love y’all.
I hold in my ways so many times how and in what ways things I can do each time I write here on how I would influence y’all in a well positive way and, not only that, sharing however I feel and, my little ounce of curiosity on topics I feel so comfortable sharing here.
Mostly, I say things here more than i would in the real life sense, cause’ I feel my thoughts are well enclosed to my small community and, even so, probably a wider audience if I do get one.
And thus, some of the ways I would incredibly love to improve this community is:
• Continue To Put Out Beautiful Piece:
Out of utmost care for y’all, I will continuously put out pieces that, closely relate to y’all. And also, publish pieces that I and, probably whoever of you have shared experiences of that piece I had published; could be a love related piece, life related piece or, a philosophical piece.
• Offer Quick Responses: I’d also eagerly await y’all comments on my posts as I believe, some of you would have shared or different views in my writings. And nonetheless, i’d be curious to see what replies or perspectives you have on my writings as i’d offer quick responses.
• Close Relationships:
To ensure this little community never stops growing, I’d love to hear y’all’s perspectives on life and, how life might have or is treating you. Cause’ I would love we share a close relationship with one another. Plus, I would share whatever daily or previous experiences I had encountered.
• Updates/Notifications: I know I have been guilty many times of leaving and going on long breaks with no updates or notifications or whatsoever. I hold in my heart that, i’d closely follow up with y’all and, share whenever I want to go on a break or, disappear like I would always.
And furthermore, I would share updates I might probably be intending to on this my blog with y’all.
Cupid.
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