Been really contemplating writing on this; on the effect of anxiety and, how it affects people. How it influences the way one acts, the thoughts of one in the midst of people, the tension that spreads like wild fire when inconvenience creeps in and, the solemn shut of the mind/brain when one is surrounded by uncertainties and, rushed decisions.

Anxiety is the silence shut of the mind and the brain to stimulate how we actually need to act or respond to situations. It’s the silent shock that makes us sweat when we feel less comfortable around people or, we’re out of our comfort zone.

It’s the moment when we get tensed and, confused and, our responses start cluttering like the unrest wind and, the pump of the heart starts becoming faster than its normal beat.

With the fast pace of our heart, spreads aches which like our heart is being strung like a twisted rope; and, our every thought starts gliding against each other. Anxiety comes with its side effects, which it defines the phobia that arises from unrest self.

The phobia of not speaking so you wouldn’t get misunderstood, the fear that your opinion does suit the perspectives of the person close to you, the fear of mind likened to start playing the embarrassing moment of a situation you were once in and, the fear of overly feeling less of yourself. 

These phobias are indeed tough and, difficult to control or heal from but, with the right people, the right support and, love, you start feeling comfortable.

Comfortability comes with the sense of being safe, the sense of being reassured, the sense of being loved, the thoughts that your opinion matters, the thoughts that you believe people around you care about you, the sense of our flaws being corrected in a way that it doesn’t feel like hate or suppression from other people.

Anxiety doesn’t sync well with comfortability, it eludes it. The same way it eludes you into feeling lesser of yourself, thinking your opinion doesn’t hold water. With comfortability, comes serenity. And, when serenity creeps in, we feel calmer and safer.

Anxiety may feel harder to control but, that’s cause’ it has deprived and made you feel nothing of your bright side – that side of yourself that feels joyous, carefree, feels calmer. The old version that doesn’t rhyme with the silence aches of regret after relating with people.

Let’s your inner self be filled with the thought that you’re good enough, you matter just like opinion does. Never let anxiety ruin that happy version of you.

Cupid.