Recently, i’ve been shuffling my thoughts around something if it was really worth reconciling for; If it was really sacrificing my peace and, sanity.

It really has been a little of the toughest time as well as the euphoric phase of my life; Being stuck with choosing to follow your heart or applying logic to a certain decision is war.

The war between the heart and the mind is an endless feat cause’ every time,  it drains you in ways you could ever think of.

It leaves you a bit confused, distorted and, then at the slightest period of being happy, the war creeps back like a thread being treaded into a needle.

Love, is such an amazing feeling. One that gives you butterflies in your belly every time you think of your favorite person and, being rest assured they have same feelings as you – The reason you stay awake at night, smiling at every text sent, twirling on your bed with pure happiness in your heart.

Showering them with gifts, giving out perfect hugs and cuddles and, whispering love words accompanied with kisses on the cheeks – and, every instance, the thoughts of them linger in your head and, their presence that fills you deeply.

Reciprocating back energy which the other party does as well – with no impassive attributes attached.

Relentlessly, pulling up irregardless of the feat you face but then, what happens when their presence starts fading and leaves you in thoughts you never had.

Thoughts that keep in the dark, make you self-doubt your actions and, if one single wrongs ruined everything – of course humans are not perfect. Pulling strings and the other party keeps distancing from you, making you feel unwanted.

Feeling dejected and, not too often, stops texting you leaving trails which feels hard to track how it all began.

Then, to your wildest bewilderment, you realised it was all a charade till when the party found her Romeo. 

Ace_xx