What sacrifices have you made in life?

It’s really been a long day for me todayy and i’ve really been reflecting on this until now. It literally drove me back to choices I made and backed with reasons on why I did and, where I am, happily with decisions I had taken in life.

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Speculating on my thoughts, it just shone on me that on how much I had left things I had fell in love with; much like my favorites, things I had plans for and how much i’d have loved to be doing them right now but, I was left with no options to forfeit it for something else.

Life’s full of choices and every choices puts us on the edge to follow our heart though followed difficult decisions and considerations we have to looked into so we don’t make any costly mistake.

Each decisions leads us to either a good path or bad path of our life and, also impact the effects that could come in the years of living. As tough as the decisions could be, it’s important we don’t make wrong choices.

Wrong choices in life lives is one thing I wouldn’t even wish on my enemy. It eats deep and live with you till end of time as you’re late and, can’t even change the hand of time.

It’s crucial that every steps in life should be regarded as our priority; as for every good steps leads us into light and growth and expectedly, things we would have dreamt of.

I hadn’t made any wrong choices when I opted to continue my academic rather pursuing a programming/Developer career. It was a tough choice choosing a university life and forfeiting a life you tend to bring codes to life.

Programming was so interesting and was so fun; You get to write codes, fix bugs, errors, develop cognitive abilities and network with like minded developer as you.

Everyday you look forward to developing an app, drafting designs, soliloquizing if you had written the right syntax of code; Every experience felt so refreshing, warming and splendid.

Each time you fix a bug, you feel on top of the world and the happiest individual anyone would ever come across. Each challenges feel like a chance to grow,learn and delve into better things.

Each discoveries felt so golden like you had found a treasure in the ocean – even sailors don’t get that much findings. You’re the sailor in a programming journey, you predict the direction you want to move into, align with the map and making most of it cause’ each points on the map is an opportunity for greatness.

And, for the sleepless nights I had, staying up till 4am, it felt so warming and so relaxing knowing fully well, one day you get to be up there with greater developer, collaborating and making bigger projects, fulfilling whatever dream you had a young Dev.

But notwithstanding, college life’s been good; meeting new personalities and leaning on the newer version of yourself. Learning how to adapt and getting familiar a space you never thought you would fit in.

Cause’ I was totally a nerd who had found happiness in being solitude, writing codes and seeing them swing into reality, into moveable design and functionality.

But, University life had come with different alternatives as well leaving me no time to code, loosing grip of it as it’s been a tough one balancing school and coding life.

Putting both on same scales would leave you to putting yourself on a hot rod cause’ on both end, both requires your focus to be good and effective. It comes really fast and hard when you realise you have to leave one dream for another for your own benefit.

I know one day, after this university life, i’m pursuing whatever I had left incomplete in my programming career – A better world of rediscovery myself await me.

Ace_xx