
Are you seeking security or adventure?
Do I really seek ‘Security’ or ‘Adventure’ ? Uhm , this is such an interesting question. Honestly, I’m more of a half introvert/extrovert person but being introvert has always been a thing which always cause me to just stay within my limit and socialize with few. Yeah , I needed some privacy as I hardly do chat with anyone or had friends then. Then ? Yeah then! Then , I was such an introvert person , that all I do all is to stay inside , study , read books , or rather solve Maths (My Best Subject). Comprising of all these together , I would say I was practicing ‘Security’ , as being secured would always prevent negative energy from reaching out to , bring peace , and will always tend to help refine your focus on things which ought to make good impact in your life.
As time would go on , I realize staying inside , being within my boundaries, not socializing hinder my self esteem as I’d always have this feeling of anxiety whenever I do chat with my peers. ‘As to one day when I had reached home , I was so angry with myself , frustrated as I’d always stutter when I try to speak in front of humans like me. Infact expressing my humble self was a tough job’ . I’d rather not condemned having security or privacy as a bad thing cause’ this is also a necessity we all need in life.
But , life throws lots of opportunities and we may need to explore this opportunities as even having wonderful memories whilst exploring the opportunities is worth calling a well-spent life. As life would go on , I decided to embark on something called ‘Adventure’. From the four corners of room to embark on an ‘Adventure’ , I’d say it was a wise decision. As I did this , I was able to overcome to my fears of not being able to express myself , i met new people I called friends , friends who I considered as ‘Family’.
Though i met and created bond on this adventure. But , ‘Some Bonds Are Met To Be Broken’!!! This bonds led to relationship as I did for the first then expressed my feeling to a girl , and then this all led to me getting myself into trouble. That was when I had my first heartache. I was totally heartbroken!! But honestly, this ‘Adventure’ has rebuild me into becoming a better version of myself and has enable me as well on how to set out goals , make wise decisions, and achieve my goals.

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